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Friday, August 29, 2008

Labor Day Friday Five

This week's questions are from Singing Owl:
Here in the USA we are celebrating the last fling of the good ol' summertime. It is Labor Day weekend, and families are camping, playing in the park, swimming, grilling hot dogs in the backyard, visiting amusement parks and zoos and historical sites and outdoor concerts and whatever else they can find to help them extend summer's sun and play just a little bit longer.

It is supposed to also be a celebration of the working man and woman, the backbone of the American economy, the "salt-of-the-earth nieces and nephews of Uncle Sam. With apologies to those in other countries, this is a Friday Five about LABOR. All can play. Put down that hammer, that spoon, that rolling pin, that rake, that pen, that commentary, that lexicon, and let's have some fun.


1. Tell us about the worst job you ever had.
I worked briefly in a Country Day School's summer program. I was with one other person and over 30 two and three-year-olds. I made it one day. No training, no support, and too many children for us to handle well. Or at all.

2. Tell us about the best job you ever had.
Apart from my current one (and I really do love being a pastor, and I especially love being one where I am), I loved working in bookstores. In the years between college and my M. Div., I worked with a great family-owned full-service Christian store. Books, music, videos, and just about any church supply you might imagine. It was fun!

3. Tell us what you would do if you could do absolutely anything (employment related) with no financial or other restrictions.
Run my own store called "Eclectic", where I would only stock things I enjoyed: books, music, coffee, local art, whatever I liked. And I would spend most of my time getting to know my customers--someone else can do the record-keeping!

4. Did you get a break from labor this summer? If so, what was it and if not, what are you gonna do about it?
I did not, so much. I went to NJ for classes and was gone most of June, but that was more work rather than less. We have a vacation scheduled for mid-October, and there are a couple days off I'm planning between here and there.

5. What will change regarding your work as summer morphs into fall? Are you anticipating or dreading?
Everything picks up in the fall. Bible studies and the after-school program start again, our denomination's annual reports are due, we are starting to get ready for Advent with cantatas and special programs.

Bonus question: For the gals who are mothers, do you have an interesting story about labor and delivery (LOL)? If you are a guy pal, not a mom, or you choose not to answer the above, is there a song, a book, a play, that says "workplace" to you?
"Death of a Salesman" says something profound to me about loss and expectation and dignity to me...but I don't really connect it to work on a personal level. For clergy, Richard Lischer's excellent book, Open Secrets, about his first years as a pastor, should be a must read. As is Eugene Peterson.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Getting Very Sleepy....

today I:
-worked on the craft/office/dressing room. I'm almost ready to bring in the drafting table and get my stuff out of the dining room. I hear some people actually eat meals in there.
-still didn't take any pictures of either the beaded bookmarks or my first good chain-stitch bound book. Guess I can't call it coptic but it's a great single-needle compromise, IMHO. Wanted to make another, but I'm tired.
-went to work on my day off. Just for a little while.
-thought about doing laundry. Perhaps tomorrow I'll do some!
-make an appointment--for tomorrow--with the hypnotherapist to work on my needle phobia. Wondering what else I can ask her to help me with?

Monday, August 25, 2008

Time for the Kayaking Story

I mentioned this last week...but here's the real story:

So after the fun kayaking trip, even with all the people, I was ready to hit the water again. All I needed was a kayak, paddle, PFD (personal flotation device, or life-jacket, for normal people), and someone to go with.
By Tuesday night, despite having the terrible horrible no-good stomach virus that immediately followed the fun kayaking trip, I had been talking kayaks to everyone I met. I'm sure I was annoying. Sorry. (did that sound sincere?)
What I learned was that I'm way behind the curve. Not only does half the church kayak, but they didn't know that anyone else did. So now I have two projects: learn to kayak and get a group together. I left a meeting Tuesday night with the promise of a loaner kayak and a date for kayaking on Thursday morning...and off I went.
It was a little breezy, but so much of the water here is sheltered that we didn't let that stop us, although perhaps we should have. I took every bungee cord I owned and manhandled the loaner kayak onto my Camry and drove about a mile to the hardware store to get more, before the thing took off (this is, of course, after I'd tried to find a way to cram the thing in the car. It wasn't a big/long kayak, but it was not going. Not at all.)
We walked the kayaks to the water and had a pretty good time for the first 2/3 of the trip. It was apparent to me as soon as I saw it that the loaner kayak was not created equal to the rental I had last week, but I reasoned that this would be a good thing, as I could test various models and decide which one I might like to buy. We paddled through the light chop around a small island, learned that if we stopped paddling, we'd move backwards, and called a church member to come out on his deck and wave at us as we paddled on by.
So far, so good.
Except. Ah, there it is: the bad word. Except.
Except that the loaner kayak was becoming increasingly uncomfortable. First I noticed that there wasn't any real back support, which was a little annoying but really not the problem I feared it could be. Oh well, I thought, something to remember when I'm buying my own: definitely want to invest in a kayak seat. No big deal. But (the other bad word), by the time we'd gotten around the island and past the church member's house, my legs were hurting. Not too much, but in a really uncomfortable, you-may-not-be-able-to-walk-later, why-did-I-drag-my-arthritic-self-out-here kind of way.
I kept telling myself that if I could just tolerate it a little longer, I'd be able to get back to the ramp where we put in and the trip would be over. I said it over and over again, my own little pain mantra, until finally I snapped. I told my friend that I was in trouble, and she pointed out a little beach in a neighbor's backyard (yes, it's much like paradise here). I promptly slid out of the boat and found immediate relief.
The relief lasted, incidentally, just as long as I stayed in waist-deep water. As soon as I got close to the little sandy spot where I'd come out of the water, and especially as soon as my legs had to support all that weight instead of the water, I began to notice that all was not quite as well as I'd thought. It was a long, painful afternoon last Thursday. I was okay, only wincing occasionally, until after my shower, when I sat down for lunch, and thought I might not get back up again.
I did, and I'm moving, and now free from pain. And call me a glutton for punishment, but I'm anxious to go out again.
I'm taking a kayaking class next week, in fact. Renting a kayak, from the nice people I went out with the first time. And ready to go.
Want to join me?

Friday, August 22, 2008

Friday Five Date Edition

Says Songbird (and thanks, sb!)
It's Friday afternoon, Eastern Time, and this is your faithful Songbird with a calendar-related Friday Five. Due to some confusion with our dates, I'm stepping in today, although I am usually here only on the 5th Friday, when there is such a thing.

Here are five things to ponder about dates. I hope you'll play!


1) Datebooks--how do you keep track of your appointments? Electronically? On paper? Month at a glance? Week at a glance?
I use MS Office Outlook for my calendar. Sometimes I sync it with a Palm z22. It's limited, but I'm not very reliable at using it, so it all balances out. I usually print my calendar (week at a glance) for portability and notetaking.

2) When was the last time you forgot an important date?
Hmmm...it's been a few weeks, but not very many. I get overconfident with the calendar and slack off, and then I get myself in trouble...

3) When was the last time you went OUT on a date?
Ben and I try to go out at least once a week. Notice I said try. Clergy couple dating is for the birds, and we've both been feeling off lately. Hopefully we're both getting our energy back. Wonder what's playing at the movies? As for our last date, last week we went out to dinner as an intentional date (as opposed to not wanting to cook/clean the kitchen).

4) Name one accessory or item of clothing you love even though it is dated.
Long skirts, definitely. No maxi dresses--I don't want to sweep the floor. But I do love an ankle length skirt.

5) Dates--the fruit--can't live with 'em? Or can't live without 'em?
Yucky, definitely. That's one food on the nutritionist's no-no list that is easy for me to avoid.

Notes to Self

Some things to remember about myself:
1) I am not one to exercise much. Exertion leads to muscle soreness. While Saturday's trip didn't really leave me sore, yesterday's sure did: arms, back, legs.
2) Just because I think I can do anything doesn't mean I can. (This has particular implications for kayaking. It's one thing to borrow a kayak. It's something else to get it from where it lives to where I want to use it using only my Camry and some bungee cords. Did I mention it was a bit breezy?)
3) The plan to try several different kayaks is a really good one. Yesterday's borrowed kayak is categorically not the right one for me. It wasn't comfortable for me to sit in, didn't have back support like the one I used Saturday, and since the day was breezy, we sort of had a perfect storm of why-this-isn't-right for me.
4) Persistence is a good thing. If I had had yesterday's experience Saturday, I'd probably never go again. But as it is, I'm thinking of renting a kayak tomorrow if I can find someone to go out with.
5) All kayaks are not created equal, and neither are all bodies. This is connected to #3, if you're counting. I have arthritis in my ankles and hips (and I'm pretty sure in my right foot; that's part of Monday's doctor visit) and two bulging disks in my back (hence the chronic pain/sleeping issues). This doesn't keep me from doing much I want to do. It does keep me from doing things I don't want to do sometimes, but that's just kind of how it works out--I'm just sayin'. So it's going to be really important I find one & outfit it for me. Otherwise, there will be pain. And embarrassing not-quite-finishing-the-trip incidents.
So here's what I need to remember today. And I need to borrow a friend's truck to return the borrowed boat. That's a whole 'nother story, and I will tell it some time. For now, let's just say that I couldn't quite finish the trip--I was in enough discomfort that I got out of the boat (shallow water round here, though I would have swum it in if I had to) and beached it a little short of the take-out spot. But it's all good. I'm still ready to go again. Anybody in the area who wants to go out, let me know!

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Feeling like myself again

Well, apparently the stomach bug was one of those times when God brings something good out of something bad: I've had a lot of rest and I'm starting to feel more like myself. Still going to have to ask the doc for more pain meds and a daily muscle relaxer to help with sleep, but at least I don't want to take a 3 hour nap every day.
To celebrate, tomorrow I'm borrowing a kayak from one church member and going kayaking with another.
I'm getting pretty excited about this. And the one who's lending me the kayak will let me keep it a few days, so I'm planning to find someone to go out with on Saturday as well. If I can manage to find time to go once a week between now and when the local outfit sells their rentals off at the end of the season, I think I'm going to buy one. Yay me!
To be honest, apart from walking, this is the only real physical exercise I enjoy. I will do a little gentle free-weight work and ride the exercise bike occasionally because it's the right thing to do, but I don't really enjoy it. I used to love to canoe, though, and this is even better than that.
I also have a new craft to try out tomorrow, if I get a chance. If I have as much energy tomorrow as today, I want to get the office/craft room straight. If not, I'll be making beaded bookmarks for the church bazaar, and maybe trying a couple more bookbinding techniques. I really want to learn how to do coptic binding. I'll post photos if I come up with anything at all attractive.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Aftermath

There was sickness at the youth lock-in. One poor child threw up in church yesterday. I stayed home, to avoid doing that very thing.
But I am still in love with kayaking, and trying to figure out when I can get out on the water again. I'm already planning to rent a different brand of kayak than the one I used Saturday, so I can be thinking about what kind I want to buy. I'm not picky, though; if anyone wanted to give me one, I'd gladly take it!
I came into the office for a little while, thinking that a change of scenery might improve the nagging sense of illness.
Nope.
So I'm on my way back home, but here's this week's Chimes article:

I’ve been reading a book of poetry by Brian Wren, who wrote “This Is a Day of New Beginnings” and several other hymns in our hymnal, and I ran across this one, which captured my imagination.
Hope it touches you, too.
Anne


I met three children in the street
They did not give me trick or treat
but whispered, laughed, and called my name.
I nearly walked away,
but something made me stay
and join them in their game.

“Now let’s pretend that we are God,”
they said, and ran to where I stood.
They danced around me in a ring
and sang, “You must agree
to give us questions three,
so ask us anything.”

They waited, sitting on the ground,
and did not move or make a sound.
I thought and puzzled long that day,
and then to my surprise,
I looked into their eyes,
and knew what I would say:

“Now listen to my questions three,”
I said, “and you must answer me:
What is your name? and Are you real?
and Can you see and know
how humans think and grow,
and fathom how we feel?

The first child stood up tall,
and suddenly I felt quite small
as solemnly she said:
“We never give our name away,
but listen hard to what I say:
God is not a she, God is not a he,
God is not an it or a maybe.
God is a moving, loving,
knowing, growing mystery.”

The second child moved so fast
I hardly saw her spinning past
as all around she sang:
“I’ll dance my dance of destiny
till you are all as real as me:
I made you. I know you.
I love you.”

The third child took my hand
and whispered, “Yes, we understand.
I know what children think and do,
for I have been a child like you.
I know how it feels to walk and run,
to sing and shout, and play in the sun,
or cry in the night,
or fall to the ground,
or tremble with fright,
or be lost and found.
I know how it feels to look at the sky
and keep on asking why and why.”

I met three children on my way,
and never knew, in all our play,
their age or name or why they came,
yet all the world is new,
and everything I do
will never be the same.

God is not a she,
God is not a he,
God is not an it or a maybe,
God is a moving,
loving,
knowing,
growing,
mystery.

“I met three children” by Brian Wren
©1996 Hope Publishing Company.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

I think I fell in love today

Last night was the youth group's lock-in, a sleep-deprived end to youth week. This morning, we took 16 kids and 5 adults (plus 4 people from the rental company) kayaking.
I've never been kayakiing before. Dad's a fan, and can kayak from his back yard, where there's a tidal creek that feeds the Hampton River and ultimately, the Chesapeake Bay. We've even talked about him bringing his kayaks down here, but there's always been something else to do.
No more.
I called him today and told him to toss a kayak in the back of "my" truck when he brings it down here. I am in love.
If I still feel this way tomorrow, I may acquire a new hobby.

Friday, August 15, 2008

Fall Transformation Friday Five

Mary Beth says:
Here in my neck of the woods, rain is falling...a little uncharacteristic for August, but most welcome! It'll be hot and humid later, but a break in the heat is most welcome.

Also falling (especially into my driveway) are the fruits of the bois d'arc tree (also known as the Osage Orange). We call them "bowdarks" and enjoy bowling them down the driveway to the empty lot across the street. (Yes, I may be a redneck...)



Bois d'arc fruits are used only for: 1) making more trees and 2) eating by squirrels (if you have another use, please let me know!)

The wood of the bois d'arc tree, however, is very hard and very beautiful, and makes gorgeous items like the vase above. Such a lovely thing from such an - odd-looking source!



For this Friday's Five, share with us five transformations that the coming fall will bring your way.

1: If they will just post our grades from the summer, I will transform from a student in Drew's D.Min. program to a candidate for a D.Min. A subtle difference, but an important one.
2: This fall, I hope to get my meds/diet/etc. working again. This would involve transforming my needle phobia into something more benign, so I can start taking a new med. Also getting my back straight; it's been hurting again and I think that we meed a new management strategy for the back pain.
3: My dressing room/crafting studio/office will hopefully transform from the imaginary concept it is right now into a well-ordered and organized and useful space where I can write and play. And dress.
4: As the weather cools, I will transform from someone who prefers to stay in air-conditioned spaces as much as possible to someone who loves to walk outdoors and take the WonderMutt with me.
5: If I could wave a magic wand, I'd make everyone happy, healthy, and whole, but I don't have one to wave. So instead, this fall I'm going to (try to) start a new discipline of prayer through creative means. Sometimes this will be journalling (in a cute and clever book I make myself), sometimes it might be a collage or other piece of "art," and I've also got a workshop I'd like to teach on visual prayer called "Praying in Color." I enjoyed the book and have made it and me available to the church. I'll travel, too...:)
Bonus: Give us your favorite activity that is possible once the fall arrives.
Walking the dog is my best thing in the fall. Being outside in general, but the WonderMutt and I love walking down Front Street, looking for ponies and passing by Blackbeard's house.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

More tired than I'd like

Okay, this is getting old.
I'm still tired, from New Jersey and getting the paper done and the fact that the church has been busy.
I have no energy. None. I set the alarm so that I can get up and exercise, and I'm so sleepy when it goes off that I give myself permission to go back to sleep. Yesterday I slept almost 8 hours and still yawned my way through the morning. At least today the only time I really yawned was in response to seeing someone else do it.
My meds/diet regimen's not working anymore either. This is starting to bother me more than a little, especially since the next step is to take a twice-daily injectable medication. That might not be a big deal for most folks, but I'm legitimately phobic about needles. It's not about pain, unfortunately--that would be easier to get over, and I'm told & believe that the needle is so fine for this drug that I wouldn't really feel it. It just freaks me out.
Someone told me once that God was making me take the drug so that I could learn to trust God with the phobia. I don't believe that...that's tantamount to believing that God gave me my multiple disorders and diseases, and that's entirely contradictory to my understanding of God. Phobias have little to do with trust, anyway. That's why they're defined as irrational fears.
So anyway, I'm waiting on a call from a friend's therapist. I'm going to try hypnosis to see if that will help me get past the phobia so I can take the drug without twice daily anxiety attacks. Actually, I think I'd get over that pretty quick, if I could take the first shot...but I don't think I could right now. So I'm looking forward to giving it a try.
Back's acting up, too, and I think that's keeping me from sleeping well. I'm out of the good drugs, of course, and have to wait 2 weeks to see the doctor to get more, but I'm hopeful we can come up with a plan that will manage it a little better.
What I really think I need is a vacation, I just can't figure out when to take any time off before my "real" vacation in October. Just an extra day or two would be a big help...

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Sermon: Who Makes the Rules?

John 5:1-18
Rules. We live by them, and die by them. Rules make the world go around, or so it seems. We have rules to tell us what to wear, what we should and shouldn’t eat, how to behave, where to park our cars and how to drive them: nearly everything we do has one rule or another about it. I remember reading an article in my hometown paper when I was in high school about ridiculous and pointless laws still on the books in Virginia. My favorite (and the only one I remember) was the law prohibiting eating pickles in Norfolk on Sundays. Pickle-eating on any other day appears to be fine, but not on Sundays, at least not in Norfolk.
Here are some other silly laws from other places:
In Pennsylvania, the penalty for cursing is a forty-cent fine. However, if God is mentioned in the curse, the fine is sixty-seven cents.
It is illegal to mispronounce the name of the city of Joliet, Illinois.
In Utah, the law requires that daylight be seen between two dancing partners.
In San Francisco, you are not permitted to carry a basket suspended from a pole.
It is unlawful for goldfish to ride on a Seattle, Washington, bus unless they lie still.
In Natchez, Mississippi, it is against the law for elephants to drink beer.
An old Hollywood, California, ordinance forbids driving more than two thousand sheep down Hollywood Boulevard at one time.
In Muncie, Indiana, you cannot bring fishing tackle into a cemetery.
The California penal code prohibits the shooting of any animal, except a whale, from an automobile.
In Joliet, Illinois, women are not allowed to try on more than six dresses in one store.
Laws and rules, even though we grumble about them and make fun of them, are important. They represent someone’s attempt to do the right thing, to protect something they value, and that they believe should be a community value. They are not inherently good or evil: they are a means to help preserve a way of living. Rules help us live together.
Part of what makes civilization (nations and states, cities and towns, communities and neighborhoods and even churches) work is that we organize our lives on rules that we agree to, more or less mutually. These are basic principles that we consider to be moral, or right, or just common decency: don’t steal; don’t destroy someone else’s property, be kind to one another, play nice, use your napkin, show respect to your elders, don’t talk over someone, don’t chew with your mouth open, “If you can’t say nothin’ nice, don’t say nothin’ at all” (Peter Cottontail’s mother’s rule). All these “rules,” whether enforced by law or by mother, are aimed at helping us live together better.
And who makes the rules? Essentially, we do.
We make them, when we decide and act on our idea of how things should be. For example, let me pick on casual sandals. Flip Flops. We called them thongs when I was a child, before that word came to mean something else entirely. I do not wear them myself, not because I have anything against them, but because I tend to fall down while wearing them, which is both embarrassing and irrelevant. Call it trivia.
In the last year or two, flip flops have moved from being beach wear, as they were when I was a child, to being considered appropriate wear almost anywhere. We wouldn’t even wear them to the mall when I was little, but now everyone wears them everywhere; there are styles of flip flops for all kinds of occasions. At one wedding I did last year on the beach, the entire wedding party wore flip-flops, and it was about the cutest thing I’ve ever seen; the guys wore leather, and the girls had sequins and trim: formal flip flops. Somewhere along the line, we collectively decided that that is okay; that we could value comfort and yes, style, over “traditional” formality. And when someone seated near you whispers that they “just can’t believe” someone would wear “those things” around town, you’re trying to make your own rule based on how you think the world ought to be. That’s how rules work: one way or another, we make them. And when enough people disagree with a rule, it gradually gets changed. Flip flops: they’re not just for the beach anymore.
So we come to this story, which is unique to John’s gospel, of a sick man who had been trying, for thirty-eight years, to get healed. Now here’s a rules question for us: what’s the name of this place? In some Bible versions it’s called Beth-zatha, in others, Beth-saida, and in some, Bethesda, which we seem to think is a good name for a place of healing. If the rule by which we read scripture says that every word has to be literally and factually true, we have to wonder how much attention we should pay to this story when we’re not exactly sure what the name is. Or we have to ask if that’s an appropriate rule.
Another question is how the healing waters worked. Most manuscripts say that the water was stirred up, and that’s when healing took place. A few say that an angel stirred the waters for healing, but it’s not in the oldest and most authoritative sources. Do we leave it out or include it? Many experts agree that the verse about the angel was added to the story later, as a way of explaining how the waters might have been stirred up and made beneficial for healing—but we don’t know. And I wonder how important it really is? But the rule for such things tends to be that the oldest manuscripts are those closest in time to the actual events, and therefore are more likely to be accurate, and this means that the fourth verse of this chapter does not appear in the main text of many Bibles.
What we know is that this place--Beth-saida, Beth-zatha, Bethesda, whatever we call it—was a place where people went to “take the waters,” much as they’ve done for centuries in hot springs or mineral springs. Our mountain communities have a number of such places, and here in the East (sort of), Seven Springs was home to (of course) seven springs of mineral-rich water that were famous for promoting health. Perhaps that’s enough for us to know: that here, healings were reported to take place, and there was hope enough for this man to keep trying, even after long years of disappointment.
Jesus had come to Jerusalem for one of the festivals of his Jewish faith, along with many others, and while there happened to pass by the pool of Bethzatha. Among the people waiting there for the stirring of the water, he encountered this man and asked him a question for which he already knew the answer. We know the answer, too. “Do you want to be made well?” To use the vernacular, “well, duh!” Of course he did; he had been waiting for thirty-eight years for his chance. But there is more to Jesus’ question than meets the eye.
“Do you want to be made well?” goes beyond simply giving him back his physical health, beyond simply giving him the strength to take up his mat and walk. In the Bible, healing is connected to salvation—and they both translate to being made well, or made whole. Jesus was not only asking the man if he wanted to be free of his illness, he was asking—offering—him a new, whole life. Later, when Jesus met the man again in the temple, he acknowledged his new wholeness and reminded him that because he was healed in both body and soul, he should not sin. And it was that healing that made it all possible for him. We so often pray for someone to get well from an illness or injury, and we are often unaware of what we can and should be asking: for wholeness, for complete healing, for a renovation, a renewing, of body and spirit in Christ. This is a tremendous gift!
Unfortunately, it was not a gift the Pharisees were able to appreciate. You remember what I said earlier about rules: we make the rules, generally, by which our behavior is measured, and we make them to preserve the things that we value. To give you another example, we set aside handicapped parking spaces for those who need them, because we value that kindness to others. It is important to us that people be able to get around, and if setting aside some parking spaces can help them, we are willing to do it. In addition, because we value helping people retain their mobility and independence, we are willing not only to set aside the space, but also to enforce it with parking tickets and expensive fines. We make rules like this to help us to live together.
The Pharisees were the guardians of the community rules in Israel. They believed that following every rule handed down by the prophets and the rabbis would earn them the favor of God, and that breaking these rules, or laws, would deny them God’s favor. And so they did literally everything in their power to abide by the rules. It was offensive to them to see such an obvious violation of the Sabbath rules against work as the man whom Jesus had made well carrying his bedding away from the pool. They themselves were such strict practitioners of the rules that they would not even walk too far on the Sabbath, because they believed that beyond a certain number of steps, it ceased to be a necessary activity and became work: and they would never work on a Sabbath. When they confronted the man, he told them that the man who healed him told him to take up his mat and walk, so he did, but Jesus had left and he was unable to point him out in the crowd. He doesn’t appear even to have known Jesus’ name, but he knew all he needed to about who Jesus was: his healer, his salvation. And to him, his healing and his obedience to the one who brought him God’s healing was a higher value than strict observance of the Sabbath on that particular day.
When he and Jesus met later in the temple, the man pointed Jesus out to the Pharisees, who chastised Jesus for healing on the Sabbath. For all that one might understand healing to be an appropriate act of compassion, apparently this was work, as well, and forbidden, and it gave them an excuse, as John says, to begin to persecute Jesus.
Now before we get down on the Pharisees, let’s think about the rules, and who made the rules. God handed down some commandments about how to live together, and how to live the life God calls God’s people to live. That’s the origin of the rules. And as we look at the laws of the Old Testament, we see so many that are clearly about how to live healthy, whole lives together. But the Pharisees followed many other laws that were not given by God, and lived and made rules that were made not to protect the value of living in community, but to protect the value of doing everything just right, and doing what they thought would please God. This would seem to be a noble virtue, but it caused them to run into trouble with Jesus, who held to a higher value.
When the Pharisees challenged Jesus over breaking the law by healing on the Sabbath, he answered them by saying, “My Father is still working, and I also am working.” This was the ultimate breaking of the rules to them, for in it they heard Jesus blasphemously claim to be equal to God. This was heresy of the worst sort to them, and their persecution began in earnest, according to John, in response to this. Again, they were protecting the rules, and their rules said that God was so holy that almost no one could use God’s name and that no one could claim too close a relationship to God. By their understanding, a proper distance between God and follower made the system work. But Jesus had a different idea about the rules, and what values they should protect, and how people might live.
To Jesus, what was more important than strict adherence to a bunch of rules designed to keep everything the same was living a life that was full of the presence and power of God. So when Jesus healed on the Sabbath, he wasn’t flaunting a rule about keeping the Sabbath holy, even though the Pharisees thought he was. Instead, he was modeling a life that is consistent with his own values, with God’s values, of mercy, grace and compassion. If that conflicted with the Pharisees’ understanding of how to earn God’s favor, I think Jesus might have said, “so be it.” And so it was.
Jesus came to introduce people to a whole new way of life, a way of life that was not characterized by rules and the silly absurdities that the over-legislation of our day to day lives can produce. Jesus might have eaten pickles in Norfolk, Virginia on Sunday if that was what was there to eat. He certainly performed other miraculous healings on the Sabbath, according to the Gospels, and proclaimed himself Lord of the Sabbath. But it was not a new set of rules he came to teach us, but new life that he came to give.
It is that same new life that we strive to live every day, a life that is not legislated moment by moment and breath by breath, but instead a life that is set free from rules for grace. Jesus said that God is still moving in the world, and can’t be constrained by silly rules. And Jesus himself still moves in our hearts and lives, and it is not for us to make rules about how he does it. It is not for us to decide who is in the kingdom and who is out. It is not for us to decide who is acceptable and who is not. It is not for us to decide whom to treat with kindness, and whom to pass by with indifference. These decisions are not ours anymore, when we have come to know God, to call ourselves Christian, to live with God’s Holy Spirit with us every day.
A larger miracle happened there by that pool, whatever its name was, that day Jesus passed by. It was bigger than just restoring one man to health and wholeness. It was bigger than the Pharisees’ offense at the breaking of the rules. It was bigger than carrying your bedding on the Sabbath, or obeying every dotted I and crossed T of the rules. It was so big, in fact, that Jesus blew the rules right out of the water, and offered to all who would hear and be changed a new way of living. If we let this new way of life take root in our hearts, then it won’t matter if you see someone wearing flip flops where you think they shouldn’t—because you’ll see them with the same love God has for them and for you, and we’ll be able, finally, to worry less about how someone looks or even acts, and more about the person inside the skin, beside their behavior. It might not even matter if you eat a pickle this afternoon, or mispronounce the name of Joliet, Illinois, or if your goldfish won’t lie still on the bus in Seattle, Washington.
What matters in that God was in Jesus that day, and God is in us today in the presence of the Holy Spirit. Who makes the rules? We do, and God in us. May we make them wisely, and well, and whole, and may others see God in them and in us.
Thanks be to God.

Friday, August 8, 2008

Friday Five: Dog Day Afternoon

from Presbyterian Gal:

It’s August. An oppressively hot and humid month where many of us live.

I remember the Al Pacino movie though not much about the plot. Just that it was very, very hot. And he had giant sweat stains on his shirt.

As I pass through this year’s dog days in my felon ridden neighborhood (OK, just two housefuls. But isn’t that enough?), I am trying to focus on the blessings apparent around me, past and present, that I might not notice, necessarily. In that spirit, this week’s Friday Five goes thusly:


1. What is your sweetest summer memory from childhood? Did it involve watermelon or hand cranked ice cream? Or perhaps a teen summer romance. Which stands out for you?
One afternoon, I'd gone with my sister and her best friend to the beach. I've never been much of a sunbather, so I got in the ocean and swam out to a sandbar where I could just barely stand up. As I lazed about there, a pod of dolphins swam up. They never got so close that I could touch them, but they swam and played around me for what seemed like hours. I wanted someone else to see what I was seeing, but I was afraid that if I turned to shore and started yelling, that they'd take off. Those moments were magical.

2. Describe your all time favorite piece of summer clothing. The one thing you could put on in the summer that would seem to insure a cooler, more excellent day.
When I was very small, I had a Mickey Mouse halter top. It was the height of fashion among the preschool set, and I loved to wear it with my red shorts. I thought I looked good!

3. What summer food fills your mouth with delight and whose flavor stays happily with you long after eaten?
Breyer's Mint Chocolate Chip ice cream. Not too sweet, and so minty that it's crisp tasting, and it has lots of chocolate chips.

4. Tell us about the summer vacation or holiday that holds your dearest memory.
There are many, but perhaps sharing the beach house last summer with my sister and her family as well as my mother and aunt. Jamie was there! ('nuff said!)

5. Have you had any experience(s) this summer that has drawn you closer to God or perhaps shown you His wonder in a new way?
I've had several "where's the darn camera" moments this summer, when I felt like GOd had created a beautiful moment for me, and I wanted to capture it. And while I was in New Jersey, we went into NYC and saw the World Trade Center site and St. Paul's Chapel, with its memorials--God was there, and none of us were unaffected.

Bonus question: When it is really hot, humid and uncomfortable, what do you do to refresh and renew body and spirit?
See #3. A dip in the ocean is always good. And a little iced coffee with a friend goes a long way, too.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

This weekend's fun

If I can get the sermon done (and then there's a funeral to do)....
Beaufort Pyrate Invasion

Monday, August 4, 2008

A little break...

I actually wrote this for this week's church newsletter, but thought I'd post it here.


Observe the Sabbath, and keep it holy. (Exodus 20:8, The Message)

This weekend I took a computer Sabbath. From Friday morning (after I had turned in a paper that caused me to spend way too much time on the computer) to Monday morning I used the computer minimally. I checked email once, worked a little on the evening service, but basically did almost nothing with the machine. In fact, I left the laptop in the office Friday when I went to the coffee shop—surprising the regulars over there, who are used to seeing me with it—and it may or may not go home with me this week.
I spend a lot of time on the computer. One of my hobbies is the keeping of a weblog, or online journal, and I keep in touch with many of my friends through Facebook and email. On top of that, most of my doctoral work involves online meetings several times a month, and I’ve learned how to chat, videoconference, and use a wiki (although I still don’t know how to describe it very well). I keep up with my best friend through instant messaging, because she lives in Heidelburg, Germany.
The computer’s a big part both of my social life and my work and school, so taking a break from the computer was hard for me. It was good time, though. I spent Saturday doing things I wanted to do, and thinking very little about email and such things. I was able to do some crafts and run some errands and catch up on some sleep. I’m glad to be back on the computer today, but I’ve enjoyed the break and perhaps I’ll be a little quicker to take another, and to remember that there are things I love to do that make me happy that don’t involve this chunk of metal and plastic, chips and drives and electrons.
There’s nothing holy about the computer, but there can be holiness in how we spend our time. I’m glad to be reminded of that.

Anne

Friday, August 1, 2008

Lock Me Out, Lock Me In Friday Five


Yesterday, Blogger declared the Revgals site to be spam and blocked access to it. It's up and running again, and inspired the following questions:

1) How do you amuse yourself when road construction blocks your travel?
When traffic's crawling, I pick a vehicle in the next lane and watch them to see which lane's actually making progress (competitive, I know). And when traffic flat stops, I try to fund something fun on the radio.

2) Have you ever locked yourself out of your house? (And do you keep an extra key somewhere, just in case?)
Yes, I have, once or twice. But I don't keep a key outside. Ben's usually around with his key, and living in parsonages, someone always has a spare.

3) Have you ever cleared a hurdle? (And if you haven't flown over a material hurdle, feel free to take this one metaphorically.)
I don't think I overcome them so much as push right through...

4) What's your approach to a mental block?
Take a break and come back to it. If that doesn't work, see #3. :)

5) Suggest a caption for the picture above; there will be a prize for the funniest answer!
"Barricade Union on strike; demands higher pay, more breaks"